Friday, April 29, 2005
all out of love

okay. i decided to blog agn. since i have the chance...
in my cuz's hse now. im actually GRATEFUL that he actually lent me his com -.-
oh well. he shuld pity me. my laptops gone. damn bastard who took it.
okay. i think the thief who took it is really gay. he took my grandfather's nice digi cam but didnt take the usb cable. what as ass right ?!?! stupidity. ar least he didnt take my dads old one. but then agn... SIGH.
was damn tramatized ystd. like shiet.
i woke up ard 3 am and was feeling shit scared. and unsafe.
was sweating in my slp too ? mmm. living in fear now. :/
i want a alarm system and i nice fencing with wires to protect ! hahahar ! can kill that bastard. asshole !!!!!!!
gahhh. im really sad that they didnt find fingerprints. poo.
oh well. im really sad i wont be going online for a while. my whole life is gone now. the laptop. GAHH. at least he culd of NOT taken that.
hopefully the owner of the hse has insurance and we can at LEAST get back the money of the total worth of the items. ard $2200 lor.
geesh. argh. i wish that they can catch the person. i c an only imagine what the fuck hes doing with the com -.- tramatizing.... SIGH. and the stuff.. and i think he took my damn adidas bag -.- damn him .
oh wells. ystd was mums bdae. its really sad this has to happen.... :/ gahh. got her the prezzies. she liked it (: hur.
oh well. hopefully no one comes back. bloddy hell -.-
my cuz is so funny. playing his electric guitar. hurhur. GAY
oh yes. before i forget...
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MIDS NEXT WEEK PPLE ! <3
i just hope they catch that bastard. and jail him and get back our stuff. ARGH !!!!
gahhhhhh. nite all. much love.

i felt this way before
so insecure

i'm using the sch com now. gahhhh. wont be coming online for a longggggggggggg longggggggg longgggg time :/ gah.
i feel like killing that DAMN DAMN fucking bastard now okay. ARGH.
okay... ystd our hse kana burgalled. or however u spell it. robbed. ARGH ! piss off.
and we just arrived here ! ): why must this happen.... sigh.
whats worst the person stole our laptop ! FUCKING SHIET. it has everyone. my whole life is in that laptop. andnow its just. boom. all my brushes, notes, pics, MUSIC. piece of shiet laaaaaaa.
and the laptop isnt even 1 year old lor !
god. the person came in through the window. by climing on dustbins. what an ass.
made my mums room damn messy. hurhur. luckily he didnt take passports/jewellery la.
assssssssssholeeeeeee kana sai.
argh. then we called the police... they came and yada yada yada. i want the damn com back lor. he freaking hell took my grandfathers nice digi cam dammit. fug.
sighs. what an idiot.
im living in fear now.. fear or it happening agn. its so scary. so unormal.
gahh. :/
lame. aus is soo boring. and coming here was a bad idea. almost. so studies is easy. but hey, why must this happen man ?!?! and i think he took my adidas bag. ARGH ! damn you bastard. son of a bitch !! i hope they catch him. damnit.
sigh. no mood. recess gna end soon. bye all love

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
everything is gonna be alright
be strong believe

i'm in a wokay-la mood today. hurhur.
ystd night's parent-teacher night interviews went on well :D no complains ! woohoo. and i got a A for my viking storyyyyy ! woohoo ! im pretty surprised actually.. since my drawing of the viking sucked. ( hahahar. it was claimed to be cute by everyone ) and the story was uh... i dont know. ask kwan ! she read it. hahaha ! okay whatever.
sch was sooo boring. music was pretty fun. sang this nice song all things are possible :D damn nice song. haha. then pe was uh wokay lor. did javaline. kana scolded abit. HAHA ! whatever. health was sooo funny i tell you. HA HAHAR ! the stupid thing.
okay. i shan't blog much today. i'm gonna do messages for people ! 937361 years since i did that ! -dies.

dels
honehbuneh ! we hardly chat online these days ! ): -pouts. and the time diff SUCKS ! gahh. i miss all the times when we went out after sch man ! i hope i can go back to sg this year ! ahh. -dies. exams coming study hard ok ? i will call u soon :D PROMISE ! love ya tons babe (:

xiu
hey xiu :D longlong time since we chat. and always u nvr come online one >:( come online more k ! but its my fault too. stupid time diff. gahhh. make sure u study hard and dont think of uh you-know-who too much yes :D love you jelliebeanie buddie !

sara
sexah saraaaaa :D aww. make sure u study hard k. dont think of bungaladashie person alr la! haha. dont playplay hor ! exams coming btr study ! love ya sexyyy :D

i'm only doing 3 today. gna do more tml. bath time for meee ! getting late. love all (:

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
i dont wanna be anything other then
what i've been trying to be lately

listening to the song i don't wanna be by Gravin DeGraw. its freaking nice please ! harhar.
havent blogged in the longest time. ha.
anyways. today during the first period was soooo embarassing man.
i though it was monday. cos ystd was ANZAC day which was a public hoilday.. so i thought that we were gna have textiles. but we were actually have PE. then i went there.. i waited and waited and then some seniors came and said that today was tuesday. and im like shit. bahh. so i went to my locker to check.. then the stupid speaker thing called my name to the front office. hurhur. then i went.. then amanda and sarah were like "its tuesday ! we have pe" and im like fuck la.
yeah then we went to the park.. everyone was in pe t-shirts but me. how gay lor ! then did shotputt. so lame.
hoho. then the rest of the day was pretty boring. ha. had sci. gt back the test. i passed. gt a 79% which is a B+ ha. not bad i guess.
im surprised at some of the questions i gt correct since half of the time i was guessing ? but i DID study anyway. so yeah :D hoho.
oh well. was damn tired esp during history and eng which was a bore. gahh. winter uniform is lame. oh well.
ystd was a puclic hoilday. slacked at home. went shopping with dad & sis for my sch pants then met mum in town. then bought my pants in town. had pizza for snack. then i wanted to buy my mums present which is a roxy lanyard. but she found out and was like so ex blabla. but im gna buy it tml after sch ! haha :D
dads gna buy me my international calling card thing today :D
and i just remebered that today is parent-teacher night. i bet my parents forgot. hoho.
oh well. i'll end here. love much (:

Monday, April 25, 2005
Has everyone moved on with life ?
Without me ?
Why can't things be like the past ?
The laughter & smiles. The happiness & enjoyment.
Is everyone happy with what they have now ? >:(

I'm not;
Life is so fucking UNFAIR ):

I WANT MY LIFE BACK ! pfft -

Sunday, April 24, 2005
can't you see that my heart's crying out for you
how i wish that you were here with me
to hold me close and tell me that everything is gonna be alright.

> i'm sorry i can't be PERFECT /

Saturday, April 23, 2005
say it isnt so

new layout :D haha. but its only temporarily ! haha.
its abit screwed here and there la. so yeah.
anyways. went out for almost the whole day ! ha. went to Footscray. then me & my sis gt macs. hoho. then we went shopping ard first. mum bought 2 jackets. then we went to this shop then my dad gt a tie and my sis gt a shirt. then i got mango jeans ! yayy. its damn nice okay. lol.
then we went to pick my sister's fren up since she was gna come and eat dinner.
then we went to Richmond. was SOPPOSE to go to Boxhill to buy my card thingy to call sg but then we knew it was too late since the shops here close a freaking 6pm. so yeah. we went home.. ate chicken rice ! woohoo. nicenice
then we fetched my sis home. drove through the city ! damn nice k ! the lights and all. then so many pubs and cafe. and so many pple toos ! haha.
aww. anways, tml going to churchhhhhy ! then monday is a public hoilday :D woohoo. but then my mum has to work ): bah. but we're gna erm get her present since this coming thurs is her bdae ! yeah. and tml we might go for a surpirse dinner or smth. hoho.
okay la. freaking late alr. blog more details tml. so dark and scary. BAHH. -scream.
I WANNA GO SLP SLP NW ! HAAA !
nite all. love much (:

Friday, April 22, 2005
i never loved someone
as much as i loved you

gahhhh. :/ having the stupid feeling inside of me now. of paranoia. havent had this since last year. argh. i hate it you know. but after reading THAT i hate myself alot. :/ i wish that it didnt have to be like that. but i cant change things right. i can change you no matter how much i tried. i cant change how you are feeling. or how i want you to feel. so yeah. :/ gahh.
anyhows... sch was the usual boringness. double maths. ALEGEBRA ! ha. lame.. but i survived la. heng. lol.
then had health also ! was damn funny. cos now we're learning abt reproduction. and we're soppose to do a project. on how mammals reproduce. how lame lor ! and someone asked wheather needed to put a pic of the animals doing it. HA ! ok lame.
then history i handed in the viking project. hahaha ! im so happy i did it. did like loads of bits & pieces in class okayyy. like drawing the stupid viking. everyone kept saying mine was cute. ha ! and even miss fulco said so. oh well. -shrugs.
argh. no mood to blog really. because of something and somebody :/ bahhhh. i want the truth.

good charlotte - the truth

So here we are
We are alone
There's weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me

I want the truth

So this is you
You talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real

[Chorus]
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don't wanna live this life

[Chorus]
I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no

Thursday, April 21, 2005
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on if it's better then you know

i'm angry at a paticular SOMEONE and SHE shuld know who SHE is bloody hell. SHES such as ASS okay. me and kwan think so. right kwan ?
hoho. what an ass. a RIPOFF a COPYCAT a non-original person.
okay. i think thats enough yes ?
ahem... sch was. the usual i guess. same o same o. boring boring !
had uh maths. algebra agn. argh ! mr baker's mother died. ha ! k whatever.
then we didnt have chinese ! :D hoho. we had this mulitmedia thingy. nice (: they were blasting music on the whole room. SHIOK ! it was abt some true blue/bring a proud australian. im not. HA ! im nt even considered one. im just a PR ! yup.
but it was ok la. had appearance by switchfoot ! and nicenice songs :D
ha. the rest of the day was shit.
yeah... okay. argh ! tml the stupid VIKING project is due. like WTH ?! stupid. have to draw the thing. gna ask my sis ! yay ! hahaha! argh. needa do the biblography. bleahs. lame.
tml have to buy the stupid tie. and my mum wants to buy the sch pants for me. although i dont want it. but then agn... TIGHTS ARE WORST ! gee.
oh well. im really in a not-so-good-mood because of HER ! yeah.
okay. BYEBYE ALL ! LOVE <3 :D

Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i'm here without you baby
i'm so lost without you

just finished taking a bath ! hahah!
anyways... had the stupid science test today. it was uh.. soso la ? ha.
had like 20 questions that was true & faulse.. then uh 12 that was fill in the blanks and 21 that was multipul choice. and uh one which was had to fill up the stupid first 10 elements in the periodic table in order + the symbols worth 20 marks ! but luckily i knew that. haa ! :D
then uh one had to draw one. yeah. it was i guess uhh okay lor.
felt like exam can ?! must split the table and stuff. but oh well.
had chinese test also ! was soppose to be tml but then the chi teacher say tml gna be busy yada yada. chicken feet la !
somemore first 5 mins can open the book. hahah !
mmm. then had textiles too. doing some patchwork thingy thing.
uhuh. thats abt it la. argh. friday we're gna have double maths. do u know how terrorising that is ?!?! its like 5omins for ONE PERIOD ! so its almost a hour.. 2 hrs of algebra. -dies.
oh well. eh thats lame. on the news. some student murdered another student with a umbrella. -.- how gay.
haaa. ok whatever. i wore my jumper for the first time today ! its warm laaa.
it wasnt THAT pokey i guess. then agn. winter i no choice. the uniform is too gay to be true. HA !
okay. uh.. think i'll end here for now. bah. love all ! IMY !
(: loveeeey <3

Tuesday, April 19, 2005
in my heart there would always be
a place for you for all my life

just came back from sch nt long ago.
blogging now cos ltr i might not be coming agn.
gna be MUGGING science ! HAHAHA !
sci test tml. BLEAHS. on heat & uh. dono whats the first chpt. anyways. must study very hard ! lol.
got back the stuid volleyball rules test thing. failed it. heck care. gt a 7/20. thats how bad i am at volleyball rules HA. oh well. we were SOPPOSE to study some sheet thing. but i somehow didnt get it so yeah. so counting i nearly passed... good lor ! :D
haaa. had eng. the stupid skit shit. so lame. then sci we did the check & challange thing in the wkbk. luckily i finished it alr. lol.
then today stupid rachael was in admin. lamer.
then had double history. went to the lib. did finish my viking story alr ! :D yayyy. it has like 1500 words. accedded alot. but miss fulco said its ok. so yeah. haa. heck la. its full of crap anyway.
then pe we went to highfield park. ran with kristiene. shes really funny. haa.
then we had to like do this 100m run thing. my timing sucked. first:19:90 secs second:21 secs. how gayyy. but i cannt be bothered. argh.
after sch went to the uniform shop.
wanted and needed to buy 2 ties. one for me and one for my sis. but nt enuff money. damn ex can ?! its like... $18.50 bucks. rip off ! but then agn. bahh.
i think its lame. winter uniform = tie + shirt + skirt OR pants. imagine if someone wore the pants. look like a guy. HA ! whatever. lame shit. ij uniform is nicer :/ POO !
parent teacher night next week. bleahs. whatever.
oh well. think i'll end here now. love all (:

Monday, April 18, 2005
holding back the hurt
holding back the tears

hoho. came back from sch like abt 1hr ago ?
ate lunch since i didnt have much of a lunch in sch today.
i'm eating CHEEZELS now.
oh god. i'm like almost addicited to it. sigh.
BAD BAD BAD. :/
sch was uhh. boring ? we have a freaking sci test on wed. and i cant remb a shit on it. how ? die.
we just started on a new chapt on maths. ALGEBRA. -dies. the first part is ok. its only in the middle/end part that it gets really REALLY diff. haaa.
anyways. i have a ulser/boil in my mouth. x(
think its from eating too much cheezels ! x( bahh. have to stop eating too much of it. hurhur
anyways, had satay ystd ! dad made it. really REALLY nice :D
haha. oh well. i'm borrrred. and i bet we have to sleep early agn. bah.
i'll end here now. love all ! :D <3

[edit]
i just finished bathing.. with hot water :D
and it's so dark alr. its like only 5:54pm lor ! :/ grey clouds.
i dont want it to rain. rain = cold = die
HA HA HA ! whatever..
<3
[/edit]

imissyouimissyouimissyou:/

Friday, April 15, 2005
i don't want to be anything
other than me

wa lao. i just realized that i've been in aus for 4 months alr.
times flies.. sorta. ah wells.
last week of hols ! :/ bah. sch starts agn next week. and we have to start wearing our winter uniform ? damn stupid lor ! bahh.
anyways, just now we went to K mart. cos they were having sale ! haha ! then i bought a mug :D i wanted the black one but my sis took it ): so in the end i got the lime green one instead. its pretty nice toos (:
mmm. didnt do much today. i exercised ! in a way luh. by walking. haha ! went exploring... but it was the same routee ! haha. oh well. saw this bigbig dog. scary ! heh.
then this morning ard 4 am my sisters phone woke me up cos the battery was running low. then making an annoying sound. BAH.
dreamt a weird dream too ! dreamt that. uh. i bought another of the international calling cards thingy to call sg.. so lame. heh.
oh wells.. i'm bored. sorta. chatting with dezi. but suddenly shes not REPLYING laaaaa. :/
bah. oh wells. i'll end here now. tkkaire all ! love <3

Thursday, April 14, 2005
imagine me & you
i do

ha. i'm using the com in the night agn ! :D
but when i'm online dezi is away. rahhs ):
omg. i'm chatting with this lame person on msn. making me soo irritated man. sigh.
anyways, theres this virus going on in msn ! luckily i didnt click the link. heh.
changed the picture agn this morning :D now it has CHERRE in it :D
changed it cos the pic was abit too cluttered.. or so i though. heh.
didnt do much today laaa. was cold ! the higest only went up to 16 degress! :/ bah. but it was alright actually ! i went out to take out the dustbin and water the plants. wasnt THAT bad i guess. LOL.
oh well. the tv is on. and the show is about some medical thingy. something like CSI ! hahaha ! its really creepy though this one. eeeyer.
anyhows.. i redid the ilovedezi blog :D i think its so much nicer now. haa.
oh well. tmls the last day of the hols ! ): booooo. sad case lor ! and then tml my grandfather asked me and my sister wheather wanted to go and pick chestnut. HAHAHA! shuld i go ? quite lame la actually. LOLZ. but since i'm soooo bored.. HA !
oh well. tml its only gna be 19 degress. but. then agn. its AUTTUM ! so yeah. winter is coming. noooo. ):
oh well. i'll end here for now. dezi extrated her tooth. HAHA!
WHEEE. dezi is twistedfate & i'm twistedtruth :D
LOVE ALL <3 misses (:

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
i'll be waiting everlasting
like the stars in the sky

new layout again :D
yayyy :) this time its everyone that i miss ! wanted to put more pics but i thought that it wuld be too cluttered. sorry guys ):
had to edit this like the MOST ever. like 3 times ?! i did once in the morning. then again in the morning and one in the afternoon =/ bahhs. but anyhows its done :D
adobe screwed up the pics. it isnt as clear/sharp as it is soppose to be. but i think that adobe is abit screwed up =/
bahhh. anyhows if i dont really like it or smth i might just change it back to the Maroon 5 one. bleahs.
sis went to Camberwell in the afternoon to buy her video. then my grandfather's car was ready to be collected in the workshop so he went...
hoho. parents are homeeeee.
that means that have to help with dinner & dinner time soon !
yupyup. we're gna have char siew and a piece of steakkk ! and potatoes ? i think. hoho.
okay. life is so boring. attempted to study for science but culd nt remb anything. darn irritating okay. fucking shit.
sigh. sch is gna start ):
bahhhh. that means early morning ! have to wake up at SEVEN ! 7... -dies. ha. im not lazy okay ! HEE.
oh wells. i'll end here not. tkkaire nite <3 (:

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
it's the way you hold me

i finally went out today. like in a 38524 years.
but it was still pretty boring though. :/
gahh. anyhows.. woke up at like 6:45am. my EARLIEST i woke up since i came here. heh. cos i can wake up at 7 during sch days :D
then mum & dad were going to work alr so i said bye to em.
used the com for a while then i ate my breakfast and woke my sis up. after that we prepared. and then my aunt came and fetched me and my sis to westfield and my grandfather to the badminton place thing.
after that me and my sis were walking ard tring to find the post office cos i wanted to buy international stamps. ha. then we were like walking up and down. then i saw the surf shop and i went in and looked ard.
after that we went looking for the shop agn and we finally found it. ha. i bought 2 stamps.. then my sis said that she wanted to go to the library so we went..
then i borrowed 2 books. HA.
then we met my aunt and grandfather.. then went to the food court. my aunt bought sushie. then my grandfather and sis shared subwayyy. but they da bao. so i went home to eat instand noodles. ha.
ltr me and my dad are going to boxhill to buy somemore instand noodles cos theres no more left ! BAHH.
okay. im gna change my layout tml :D woo hoo. i know what im gna be designing alr. yayy (:
i'll end here now. have ta help my dad with dinnerrr ! cookinggggggg. haha.
LOVEE ALL <3 MISSES (:

Monday, April 11, 2005
i felt this way before
so insecure

hohoho. needa make a quick entry. ltr i bet my sis wants to use the com. boohoo.
anyways.. didnt do much today. boring as usual.
my sis d/l-ed the new msn. and it can write ! its really cool la. and we have the tablet too so it isnt so ugly. heh.
anyhows. everyone is eating rojak now. HA. but im not. dont know why. hoho. lame.
ah. i have nothing to blog abt. lame is so borinngg. and theres nothing MUCH to do.
sch starts agn next week ): ew. and we have like a sci test coming up. but i cannt seem to remb anything at all. so yeah.
and then the viking thing is due also ! die la. i'm not even in the middle of it ! sigh.
had a very very weird dream last night. dreamt that i went back to sg. then i saw my friends and all. ha. yeah. then.. bah. i dont know. oh well. sigh.
i miss my frens tons. and i'll NEVER ever forget them. i dont wish to anyways. heh.
ah well.. i'll end here now. nite all <3

Sunday, April 10, 2005
i miss you

bah. just came home from my aunt's hse.
had so called a "late celebration" for my cousion. his birthday was like on the 30 of march ? but we didnt know and stuff. so yeahs. so my mum & me baked brownie cake for him. was really nice okay :D heh. then played with the dogs. woohoo.
then we went home. mmm. went to mass in the morning. then uh we went to this shopping center to look at some stuffs then went to Springvale. for lunch we had SINGAPORE food ! yay. we ordered prawn mee, char qua teow and some beehoon thingy.
its like damn freaking ex lor ! $8 for one plate ?!?! and the char qua teow isnt like as much as the hawker center kind.
ha. i bet if the ang mo came to sg they'd be like over eating since its soo cheap. heh.
then we bought some more meats and stuff. then we went home.
baked and cooked. had since a nice dinner :D cooked by dad. woohoo. yummy. and i think i overate. AS USUAL. BAH. im getting fat. -dies. oh well. i btr start exercising agn.
oh well. same old boring day as usual tml. ): boohoo. i wanna go out. but everyone is so boring here.
no more xiu to go to orchard with me ): what a waste of hols. 3 weeks and all i do is slack at home. sheesh.
argh. anyhows. the next hp im gna get is probably a nokia phone that has mp3 player, camera and bluetooth ! well thats what i want. ha ! my sis phone has the mp3 thing and its really nice :D yay.
hoho. i hope next month they will come out with one. mmm. how abt next week ? ha. yeah right.
oh wells. i'll end here now. love all <3 (:

Saturday, April 09, 2005
theres just too much that
time cannot erase

ha. mel isnt in a good mood today.
i'm freaking tired and pissed. somehow..
horrible day la. sorta. yet it was fun abit. heh.
boring day. kinof. did the normal chores again in the morning. was soppose to go running with my dad but uh. there was no time ? yeah.
soo anyways after we did the chores we went to some car dealer thingy thing. then my grandfather was nearly gna buy this really cute car since his car was old and was in the worshop fixing cos it was uh spoilt somewhere.. then we wanted to tell them not to fix it but it was too late... so yeah. in the end he said maybe next time. oh well. sad case ! ):
then we went to footscray for lunch... ate beef noodles. was alright. then dad sis and grandfather went to the market to buy some veggie and stuff and me and my mum went shopping ard. ha. saw something nice but deceided not to buy it. sad lor. then met them.
went to boxhill after that and bought some more vegs and meat stuffs. then went to the hp shop and my sis gt a phone. ha. a motorola. its the one which had the indian ad. ha. the mp3 player thing. lame. oh well. im gna get my phone SOON. i hope. blahs. and went home.
after that we went to my aunts hse to have the bbq. had steak, chicken wings and coleslaw. ha. was alright. nicenice.
then we slacked ard then went to camberwell. sis retured her cd and borrowed another cd. ha. then we went home.
that lamer toot face is now reading the manual of her phone and playing with it. righhht.
ha. i still prefer nokia. i think its so much btr. and im more used to it anyway. ha.
now their showing the prince charles wedding on tv. how lame.
ha. i'll end here. nite all <3

Friday, April 08, 2005
100 years

ha ha ha.
first time is a million years i'm using the com in the night.
made a deal with my sis. she use in the afternoon today & i use in the night. so that i can chat with my frens. cos i have social life okay ! HA.
anyways. slacked alot today. poo. feel so fat.
woke up, ate breakfast. com. lunch. com awhile. then i went to walk ard ! :D then i came back and bathed. then uh. ate chips & watched the news.. today was the pope's funeral ! yeah. then went to so call "study" abit of science. got bored. did abit of history. hated it and then went to uh. walk outside. but it was damn dark ard. HA. waited for parents to come back. ate dinner and now im here :D
chatting with xiu now. alot of catching up to do with her ): and i havent talked to dezi in the longest time. talked to sara just now toos [:
i miss the old days.
when it was just the six of us. or when the po ta toes went out. just slacking ard and talking a whole lot of bullshit.
but it was fun. it made my day.
everything's changing now. nothings the same. why cant things be the same ? ):
oh well. i'll end here now. changed the wishlist layout toos :D yay.
nite all <3

Thursday, April 07, 2005
my immortal

NEW LAYOUT ! :D again !
thats like only 1 week ?! haa. yeah. <3 it alotalotalot !! :D
SIS & KWAN for helping me with some parts here and there (:
and i fixed up the music player here & there so the songs really REALLY do play now :D
yay ! spend like the whole morning doing it. and then i edited in the afternoon here and there.
aunt bought grandfather, me & my sis burger king to eat ! whopper! woot. so no instant noodles today [:
i keep thinking that its WEDNESDAY. but its thursday isnt it ?
my days are mixed up =/ rahhs.
anyways, been hearing dezi and all abought some long bean thingy.
needa talk to em asap and find out what it is. miss them all like shit loads alr ! ):
hohoho, i have like a few chores to do ltr. like PREPARE DINNER ?!?!
i have to like coat the pork with egg and flour or smth like that. heh.
yupyuppp. anyways. ystd my dad said that i need to buck up on my science & history.
boohoohoo. i dont like history ! stupid gay vikings. sigh. and science ? no comments.. heh.
then he was saying.. not bad ah yr maths. and im like ha ha ha. and then CHINESE so obivious. so CHICKEN feet lor ! p1 one la. cant stand it. -dies. but im so not gna take FRENCH ! ha. i dont plan to anyway.
oooooh yes ! dad upgraded the internet to 10 times faster then what it was. which is like :D :D
now everything loads so much FASTER ! but dad said we have to help out more to cook dinner! i do ANYWAYS ! cooked SOUP with was sooo nice ystd ! YAY :D
ahh well. i'll end here now. <3 all. comments on the layout please ! yay ! LOVE :D

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
i just want you to know who i am

yay :D
i'm like really really happy okay (:
got more adobe brushes today !! woohoo. probably gna make myself a new layout tml or if i have time ltr :D
but i'm not sure what picture to use. heh.
didnt do much today at all except exploring brushes and stuff. pretttyyy boring yet fun toos!
ha. anyhow. i'm really really sad about something ! ):
my adobe the fonts that i d/l-ed are really fucked up. they cant seem to be looking how they are soppose to look ):
and i seriously dont know what to do luh ):
anyone know how to solve the conflict ?
my sis said it looks normal but i know cos i use the fonts regularly. so yeah.
anyhows. started on the viking thingy last night. did 3 diary entries for the viking king! hahaha! hes like gna be sailing to uh. somewhere... which has gold. on the viking ship! yeah!. gna continue gna ltr.
wish i culd use the com more at night but my sis is always using it at night thats why im always away =/ sorry babes.
i actually wanna chat with dezi & xiu. but cannt la! maybe i shuld ask my sis. ha ha ha!
ahh. need to learn how to make those kind of layouts. shuld i ? hmmm. maybe. oh well. -shrugs.
i'll end here now. love all (: <3

Tuesday, April 05, 2005
angel from my nightmare

decided to blog early today.
probably gna do my History project on the vikings ltr & study for the Science test thats gna come when we go back to sch. sigh.
anyhow, i'm really sad. sixsome is drifting apart. and they dont really care ?
i wish things were like normal. but i cant change things can i ?
sigh. i wish that everything was like the past again.
i just wish that when i go back next year. everyone will still remb me ? will i be forgotton by my friends ? i dont wanna. but i dont have a choice right ?
i just want them to know that they mean the world to me and i will never forget them.
they gave me happiness through the whole of last year.
the past. the present. nothings gna change is it ?
sigh. oh well. i guess thats how i'm feeling. yupyup.
uh. so bored. outside is so much warmer then inside the hse. might go outside and take in some heat. yeah.
gna have to do the history project too. not sure weather i shuld do it on the com or paper. heh.
anyhows, i need to post letters soon.
and i need to go out badly too. before i die of boredness. haha.
maybe with michelle ? mmm. not sure yet. oh well
guess i'll end here for now.
<3 forever. (:

i miss my jelliebeanie
i miss honey
i miss sexy sara
i miss my twin
i miss regina
i miss the whole sixsome
& girlfriend , porky , shobana , justina , star partner.
2/5'05.
just EVERYBODY and everything. gahhhhh =/

Monday, April 04, 2005
fall to pieces

uhuh. another boring day luh. nothing to do at home except to use the com. and its getting really boring since theres like no one to chat with. sigh.
anyhow. ystd went to church for some mass thingy thing. then there was strong winds. and it was getting colder toos :/
went to Chadstone after that and by the time we went which was ard 6pm most shops were closed since shops close at 5+. went to Coles ( supermarket ) and bought ham & bread. the Coles that we went had a do-it-yourself checkout counter! i think its really cool luh. can scan the stuff yrself. ahaha. and put the money. but have to ask this person to see that u paid for everything and all. lols.
after that we went home and had noodles for dinner. watched tv. wrote a letter for xiu and went to slp. yeah.
anyways. my so called "report card" came in the mail a few days ago. ha. yeah. it only says if the marks are very high, high, medium and low. ha. yeah. and thers this thingy where theres approach to learning, organisation and understanding of course work.
i did good. [: woohoo. heres the results.
chinese: very high, high & very high.
english: high, high, high
health education: high, high, high.
history: high, medium, high.
maths: very high, high, high.
music: very high, very high, very high.
PE: high, high, high.
religion: medium, high, high.
science: medium, medium, medium
textiles: high, high, high.
yeah. and my parents are soppose to see the history teacher, religion and science teacher. right.
oh well. i think i'll start on my history project on the vikings tml. zang.
sigh. i'm drifing away from my friends. i can just feel it. i dont think they know. and they dont really care i guess. they got others. all i have is ME. oh well :/ wish this nvr happened to me. but it has to right ? ): sigh.
anyway. im gna go bathe now. <3 all (:

Saturday, April 02, 2005
scars so deep

Dad bought a new hp today.
its a Nokia 6020 ( the phone which i wanted -dies )
it has camera ! & video cam in it too. haha.
its really cool. but the sucky thing is that there isnt any free sms or what so ever. but anyway it isnt my phone! so heck care.
chores in the morning as usual.
after that we went to Westfield. went to the hp shop and gt the phone. after that we bought some chocs and then went home. spend a longgggggg time in the hp shop and we had to pick up grandfather so we left after we gt the phone.
then we went to Boxhill and bought some vegs and fruits. and then we checked the another hp shop and they have a $9 plan which comes with a camera hp too! my sis might get it. hahaha. ok. -shrugs.
went home and went for mass after that.
think i'll end here. nite all <3>

i'm drifing away from my frens ): badly. its like asif they dont even care if i exsit. sigh. i miss the old days where we always went out after sch and laughed. and when i had You. i miss You so much ): sigh. wish that i had You back again. someone to call my own. =/ someone to Love again. someone to just.. be there for me. even if i wait for you... you might be with someone else when i come back. and i will be long forgotton. sucks. i hate it. nobody knows how im feeling. only because it SUCKS. fucking hell. )))):

Friday, April 01, 2005
& i'd give up forever just to touch you

another busy day for me (:
made a new layout for myself (:
i <3 it alotalotalot.
i think that this is like the best layout i made ? haha.
spend since this morning to do everything :D
am chatting to Girlfriend now :D
she's so funny okay.
we're talking about the 3 blind nerds ( megala , carolyn & joey )
i know we're being mean la. but :)
am in love with the song Iris now but Goo Good Dolls (: rocks please ! ( thanks again to kwan for sending me the song :D )
had a longggggg chat with kwan last night ! we were bitching about HER & HER as usual :D hahaha.
yup yup. had maggie mee again for lunch. ( been eating it for 4 consecutive days alr )
and probably will be eating it next week again since parents will be at work
just now during lunch my sister watched the show Harry Potter & the Prision of Askaban [?] something like that.
yupyup :) mmmm. i need to figure out badly how to make the music player buttons nicer :( it's quite ugly. or not nice. it doesnt go with the blog. hahaha.
okay, think i'll end here for now. :) love much all :D